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matsvri: Hushed October ✕ Kristina Wilson

Fri, 24 May 2013 07:58:00 -0400

Hushed October ✕ Kristina Wilson

infinityc0re: italdred: kinkakuji-2 (by jon m ryan) ~

Fri, 24 May 2013 07:57:16 -0400

infinityc0re:

italdred:

kinkakuji-2 (by jon m ryan)

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Fri, 24 May 2013 07:55:50 -0400

p-sychology: notkatniss: I’ve never felt a stronger connection...

Fri, 24 May 2013 07:52:12 -0400

p-sychology:

notkatniss:

I’ve never felt a stronger connection with an article of clothing

checking out all new followers who message me, and following tons!

I need one of these, wow.

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Fri, 24 May 2013 06:48:05 -0400

my mind is in a good place right now

Fri, 24 May 2013 06:46:46 -0400

my mind is in a good place right now

beautynursedondarkness: Life Is A Waste Of Make-Up, by Joshua...

Fri, 24 May 2013 06:37:51 -0400

beautynursedondarkness:

Life Is A Waste Of Make-Up, by Joshua Petker

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Fri, 24 May 2013 06:36:56 -0400

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Fri, 24 May 2013 06:21:04 -0400

going back on healthy eating… I’m having too many horrible thoughts about my body

Thu, 23 May 2013 20:48:44 -0400

going back on healthy eating… I’m having too many horrible thoughts about my body

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Thu, 23 May 2013 20:02:44 -0400

italdred: (by phool 4 XC)

Thu, 23 May 2013 20:01:56 -0400

italdred:

(by phool 4 XC)

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Thu, 23 May 2013 18:57:04 -0400

Thank you very much - you truly are an angel, one of the rare few honest people of this earth. I shall speak tomorrow as I'm sure I'll wake up early and it will run right through my mind again. But I hope not. I hope you have a deservingly good day too x

Thu, 23 May 2013 18:16:25 -0400

You are too nice haha, thanks. Okay well try not to think about it too much please :). Thank you, I will x

Thanks for the support :) you should be an advice counsellor lol. But can I message you tomorrow to chat? I have work at 6am so going to sleep in just a minute :)

Thu, 23 May 2013 18:11:02 -0400

Hey, anytime. Personally, I’m not sure about that…yet again, I’ve pulled myself out of the shit so I hope it helps others. Yes, message me then please, I hope you have reviving sleep and a good day at work (:

Aww no I'm sorry to hear both those stories :( I'm glad things worked out for the better with the latter one. Yeah I'm putting a lot on hold for her. Like I'd distance myself from certain friends because I'm unhappy with myself. If I tell her now, it's going to seem exactly like I'm fishing for a reply by stating something as serious as that :( I'm just desperate to get one reply out of her - just one :(

Thu, 23 May 2013 17:58:40 -0400

well surely that’s what you want her to know. The only way you’re going to get a reply from her is in person it seems. Don’t rey on technology it twists things and fucks things up for everyone, again, I know. Just consider everything that I have said, and once you care about yourself enough, you’ll understand what I am telling you. You have to be stronger than you’re being for everyone who cares about me. Talk to me off on anon anytime…maybe that’s the first step. I don’t judge people so please do

that's going to rip me into a thousand shreds. From the outside it seems simple when people tell you to move on and you know they're spot on, yet on the inside you feel like you should put your entire life on hold for that person in hope they will realise. Inside you don't want to budge because despite making you feel terrible, you feel like you're being dishonest to them by forgetting them and moving on, despite them doing that when they've hurt you. It fucking kills

Thu, 23 May 2013 17:46:59 -0400

I’ve been through this twice. I know what you’re talking about, and I just would appreciate it if you listened and took care of yourself. The first time I felt like this, I never told the guy… I still kind of regret it because I never knew how he felt and now looking back, I knew that the me now could take it if it was bad. I fell for someone else anyway and it took me a while, and a lot of stress, sadness and contemplation to tell him, but I did (applauds) and it worked out then. We’re not together anymore, but there are reasons and I still consider him as one of my best friends and will always care for him in that way to some degree. You sound like you’re devoting your whole life to this person and why would you do that if you’re not even being responded to? Now, look at it on her side: she may be in the same situation as you, but with someone else. You can’t blame her, or youself for that. Sure it’s rude to ignore things, and I know that I do it sometimes, only because I’m either having a rough time myself and talking to someone who is crazy about me makes me feel guilty and hate myself, or I don’t know how to respond. But yourself in her shoes, you may be more considerate and would reply to someone… but wouldn’t you prefer someone to just tell you how much that they liked you, to your face. Even if you didn’t like them back… it’d save confusion. Please

You know how to give advice! It makes you feel terrible. That feeling that you like somebody and you text them because they make you feel good when you're talking to them and yet all of a sudden they stop talking to you. It makes you feel like doing something drastically wrong and self harming to make them realise that you mean that much to them and yet you mean fuck all to them :'('''' it rips your fucking life apart

Thu, 23 May 2013 17:26:01 -0400

Self harming will never make anyone realise it’s about them. The only time someone’s going to know that they have that effect on you is if you TELL them, they’re probably not a mind reader lovely. Don’t self harm please, it’s not worth it in the end. I can’t stress enough that she can’t tell you how she feels enough in return unless you tell her; you could get a good response, you could get a bad response, either way you can move in some direction. It DOES make you feel victimized but, like I said, you’re the only one that can make things move. Don’t sit around and dwell, trust me, it doesnt work. Take action and don’t think too much, spend time with people you like and make a book/film list. Find out why you should like yourself before you like someone else, please please please listen to what I say, because it would mean a lot to me if you got better and you were safe.

Need some advice :-(. I've been feeling like utter shit because some girl I'm crazy over has just stopped contacting me for no reason whatsoever. I was close to her at uni then either of us moved away for a bit to other towns but now after a few years, we've been out once or twice and I remember why I love being around her. I have text her recently and I'm not receiving any replies at all and it's tearing me apart. I don't want to give up on her :'( but what have I possibly done?!

Thu, 23 May 2013 17:15:05 -0400

Don’t blame yourself, you’ve done nothing wrong. If you don’t believe in what I say then that’s fine and you shouldn’t listen because other people do not have the reins to your life; like you and ‘some girl’, don’t let her control the way you feel with the way she reacts. Obviously, you’ll never know why she just stopped contacting, perhaps she know you’re crazy over her and doesn’t know how to react, and for some reason not replying is the only way she can deal with it. It’s nothing on you and you shouldn’t let it upset you, keep your options open, don’t go out looking for someone but realise that there are other people out there that may match up to her or even be better. Contact her less and less through time, and if there is still no reply then stop because it’s not worth your time. Go out there and be yourself, it doesn’t matter what people think about you, there’s only one of you and you have to respect that and think for yourself and give yourself help because no matter how many people you ask YOU are the only one who can convince yourself

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Thu, 23 May 2013 16:31:59 -0400